I hate you because i love you so much...

I hate you so much because i love you so much... that i can't deny.. everytime i hear this song i remember everything about you.. i remember all the memory when we are being together.. Every second.. every minutes.. everything that we have done together...

Since i get to know you.. i didnt realize things like this will happend.. i hate to say i love you.. but its the reality.. i fall in love with you not because what you are.. but because of who you are.. you are the one .. you might think that this will past when the time past.. but it is not.. although u might think this will be memory ... for me it is just not a memory..

I know that you have sacrifice everything for me... i know that u do more than i do.. i know that you give all that you can give.. but so do i.. although i keep said that i hate you.. but in my heart.. the love that i have for you.. will never gone forever although i no longer exist in this world..

I know that one day.. one day.. you will find me.. i know that although it hurts me so much that time.. i will always accept you.. you remember right i do promise you i will wait for you forever whatever the circumstance are.. Because i know that i love you for who you are.. you have sacrifice for me so much.. i know sometimes i didn't care about your feeling.. but understand this.. i just can't let you go.. because deep inside you are not like anyone else i fall in love with.. you are so much special to me.. I miss you so much and i hate to say this.. i love you so much ... i keep staring at the passenger seat and imagine that you are still there.. beside me.. Hear your laugh .. hear you babbling around .. i miss it so much until my tear drop without my knowing...